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i feel down. What caused this? I compared my self to others. Now that it's out on the table, i have a choice. I transformed this into something positive. I can't push it out of me, nor invalidate. I observe me then. I write. I got out to ride my bike but it was too cold. At least that was day one. I go out again tomorrow, but then i'd have a thick jacket on, maybe some gloves. Where to go? I have no idea. All i know is that riding my bike points me downstream. That's all i gotta do. This is all i gonna do. Point downstream.

Even if it's what i write all day, point downstream -- it'b be a positive and productive day for me. So what if their path were different from mine. I can still choose. Perhaps there is something here for me. I almost had a dumpling. I could have chosen that, but i chose something else. I chose alignment. It is this choice where i dwell then. It's this awareness. It's going to change somehow. I dont have to know how what why or when. Change is the only constant. Here and now, it's already different. People have it better and worse than i am. It dont matter. The awareness of it is what matters for me at least.

I've been through worse and i had fun through it. I was acting on my excitement. It's the same here and now. There be others farther along the path and it's ok. I am aware of this. I allow thisto be here. Surrender. Let it be ok. It's night time. I did more than six hours of writing. That's more than enough. I can post that, or edit do post that later. At the end of the day, i scrap that, or leave that in there somewhat somehow. Trust the timing. There are days like this when it seems to be going nowhere. Let it be ok. Be the noob. When you write you are a writer. When you are not writing, then you are not.

Can i sleep in the tent down there. I needs to check that anyway. I can set it up after this. I dont got to bed until midnight anyways. I can put it up see how it goes. Then what. The other tripod arrives tomorrow. Can i make a video about something else. I can. I can shoot that. What do i like about it. I dont know. But when i need information, it is there for me. When i needs to break it down, then it is there. Perhaps i can still submit that. There be others in there that had agency experience. I can still edit that. How do you make the emotional connection. I can look it up.

How does a story get you emotional. Aha. I can paraphrase that myself. How does that get triggered. Observe how it works for you. Mental images work. Go in that direction. How is that possible. Put them into that situation. Unpack. What is it like to be in that situation frequency. You unpack the words. Give their minds something to chew on. I can look into this. What comes next. I am not sure. You build that after you connect. Unpack then. That is a verb. When you say emotional connection gratification, it is vague. I would rather do a verb so i have action words.

That works for me then. Let's head in that direction. I have one more added into this. I can review that and it was factual wasn't it. I can look into that. Maybe it was a trick question. I can look into that. I can build in that direction. I can look it up see what he meant by that. I see what you mean. Perhaps it was a vague thing so you will have that gap that you will want to fill. That is uneasy. That word you need to unpack. Let's look into this in depth see what you get out of it. You best describe and then you can see what comes out teh other end. If i were to ride out, i used to have greenhills.

But now it's different. I will find something that resonates with me. It could be in the city. That's ok. I can still ride anyway. I can work something out see what you get with that. I am still wondering what that is. Soon as all this clears up i can look into it. For now, trust the timing. Point downstream. This is what i do then. I have one lesson made. How do you connect with unpack for that. It's not about you but them having you bringing results. How do you unpack on that. I get where this is going. It's never about you. Unpack to connect. That is the thing for me moving forward.

This is the quest for me then. Where do i find that story. I dont know yet. But at least it is here with me. I can look into that in-depth. I dont have to go there myself. Perhaps i can change something in the equation. Test that see what you get. That is what all this is about? Perhaps. Unpack that. I will change that. This is what i test from here on. How do you always unpack. I was doing that. I think so. Ask questions. Describe it. Put mental images. I can do that. It's what i've been doing all this time. You don't have to, simply put that picture in their head.