It was a typhoon and it flooded. And it was great. I don't know how to make it rain like that again. But i am aware that chasing after it for more than a decade is not the way to do it. Guidance showed that there is an easier way -- point downstream. This worked in the past, why then will it not work? This is how creation works, all across shifts, dimensions and universes.
This is the path now. Even if i just sit here and write, i am ok with this. No expectations but this is where i am. I am allowing me to think those thoughts, but it feels so much better hitting twenty four hours tomorrow as i head out. Then do three days break fast on the fourth. That there is much delicious than eating now. I like this track. I'm keeping this phone on so it uses up the batter and i can recharge it.
It'll turn itself off in five minutes no activity. For now, just let it be. I've been doing writing for a long time now. Why would it not be writing. All these is part of my process. And process is just another permission slip i allow to be in frequency. Then keep on writing. Even if you don't get it. Daughter got tired that day. I thought she was doing ok. I did that again. The first time was with other daughter. After which they never rode with me again. They gave up riding.
Anyways, it's behind me now. I don't force them to ride nor invite them thinking they're going to hate it the way i ride. But i enjoy it so much. If money were not an issue, i'd do this every day or when i am free. Like if i won the lottery for a million bucks, this is what i'd do. I might not let anyone else know. I'd just get to riding, do some travel and riding along the way.
Then trust the synchronicity on this. No need to go there. Just ride. Enjoy the moment, be here and now. Ok. I guess it's time to give it up anyway. I get tired chasing that sun around when you know it's going to rise and set at the end of the day. You have synchronicity always. Trust the timing. It's all yours anyway. If they can't take the heat, get out of the kitchen. And this is the fun way of doing things that i can think of.
I am letting that go now. No need to go there, just trust the timing on this one. Is that my tax then. So be it. It's a long shot but it is sync for me. It might not work out for others, but it is helping out with something out there and it's not really gone to waste that way. It is the checking and wanting to win that gets to me. Why not get one once a month. I think that is ok.
Then moving on now. You know how to use this energy. I finish writing then i take a pee. I am halfway now and can finish this. What next. I would rather ride in there but there's not much action there. Check out the albany somedays. Maybe even ride to city for the day. I can ride from ten am finish at eight. I can still catch the ferry that way. I do short trips in there.
Takapuna has short trips. Now and then i get a long route but more often they give that to them. I'll have that checked out anyway. You don't really want to do boost areas. It's no use for me. Plenty riders on that day and area. I'd rather do my thing and get more pings for short rides. Then lets get right to it. Besides, cars get more pay because they don't use their heads that depreciation is an issue.
How do you get around that. Not sure. I can check it out but right now, trust the timing on that. Is that the same thing. Not really sure. I can learn all that. I have a cheat sheet for that i can reference when needed. Itm, i dont need it so i can let it go. Wife comes home late. Two daughters are at work. Son is probably taking a nap. He takes long naps. I don't think he gets any sleep.
But that's their generation. They are built for that. I wonder if there be any story in there about these things. When you get curious and passionate about something you want to read everything about it, absorb all these things. I had a kindle. I wonder if there's an app for that. There should be. Their device is a deadend. I don't like reading on there but wife stopped using hers. Maybe ican use it?
Not now. Finish writing. Is this the kind of track i listen to? Their algorithm sucks. I can't find where this belongs to. I'd like to listen to spot on this. Why not just go there. Ok i'm in. First track is a thumbs down. Do they keep track of those. I hope so. I haven't seen a track with a thumbs down before. They have a lot of tracks in there. And the track plays good. Listen to this one.
So i let it be. I move to this one. I hardly listen on youtube when working anyway. The kids can get one if they want but the music is here. I had it saved on my other phone. That's nope there. I have this playing and it looks ok. Is it a video? It is something like a screen cover. It looks cool that way. Where do they get these ideas? You have access to this your self. Trust where it's coming from. You have it in you.
If not then it's not relevant or you can dig some more by pointing downsream. The tracks sound nice in here. I guess i am staying here for now. You know the drill. This here is an old track. Back from ten or so years ago. I didn't really dig it back then. I'm just letting it play for now. I took a shower. I wanted to get easy on this.
This is the twenty four hour fast, day one. Get over this and i am on my way. It's a weak or so from now. Things can or might not happen. Trust thetiming on this one. You know what to do. You were already there. Drink plenty water. You know what comes next here. It don't matter what you get there. You simply trust the timing on this one. What comes next.
I'm not sure. This one i post then get on with my day. Just enjoy be in the moment. It don't matter what is. Trust that this is so. You don't have to go there. This here is a good track see. I have soundstage good. I am connected to fibre speed through wifi. Does that count? I think so. What comes next. Go out there and see the sunset. I can do that. Then you have much in place. Let it be so.
