i'm headed back to programming. What am i doing here. I am creating a carlton product. I am adding this to my mind map so i will know which path i'm on next time i feel lost. I dont enjoy writing that way for client, would rather push my own product and upskill at the same time.
How consistent will i be this time. I finish flask, get on hackathon, help out an org, volunteer to help out or something then pick up from there. See if you can get to that finish the course, create a flaskwp, and also a kotlin phone app. How sure are you to finish that. One month? That's a plenty of time. I have mecs here so i have cash flow happening.
What if yo uget in the dark again. Then use up the energy and just go through that. I can get gigs somewhere create something then pick up from there. Plenty gigs happening right now. I can also do design but it's a different story altogether. How can you run this on a droplet. Do that thing hwene yu put them in a box and that box runs everything.
Does it make sense. Am i gunning for a job here? I am not but if copywriting apply is the same thing, then why not this one. Because i've been down this road and i left the path. Why is that. Why do i do this then. Because i enjoy tinkering like this, then switch over to create side and go from there. I can make it work both ways. You simply trust the timing on this one. You have it all in you anyway.
I returned that one and cancelled the account. I am headed back only if i have something viable. Like what. I dont know why am i responding this way to my self. Not sure. But i've been here and i'm not being consistent with this one already that i thought or decided was the path for me. I went through all this before. My back hurts. Then take a nap. Take it easy.
And do what. This thing has been running ok so i guess it was chrome that caused the crash. Everything is ok now, i dont have to create a dual boot partition. I can start working on something on the cloud. I was deep into this before. Then i quit and saw the logic of my writing and then i get intimidated and i stop again. What's happening here. How do i know which one path is me. I want to finish one, then decide to fork.
It takes a while to complete a path. Why not develop multiple personalities and work your way through with each one. You are not going to go there anyway. Just do this. Be here and now. No need to invalidate. Maybe this multiple paths is my path. It is this and that, not this or that. Because this is that.
It's because i'm brok that concerns me, puts me in doubt mode meaning i put my trust in meaning not aligned. Now aware. I choose. I let go. I write this way. But it is the same one thing. You know what to do. Create a product then sell it. That's how you make things work. Create one for the hardcore audience. You'll find them everywhere.
You have the internet anyway. That's my backyard. What if i can create that app then sell it later. I don't have to deal with all those. Just do this get it up and running. Where do they source. I don't know but i can look it up. If you have something else, you can beat them by price and get on cod. That'll massacre them. Then sell the app.
You have everything in order. Trust the synchronicity. Everyone will have something in there. You want recurring model. Something where you have customer. What about that alt-economy thing. You create one but how does everyone get paid. Yo ucreate the environment. You have shops in tehre. You have its own currency which is bitcoin or eth.
You get them gaming first, then create the economy around the game. But you need a rad game for that. It's a different story. But you see where this is headed. You start with the hardcore then expand from there. It'll come to you. Finish the course then you have it in you. Is this aligned? It feels ok. I am interested. Excited because it's new and opportunities for open.
I'll see where this is headed. For now only write this. I can also write about the advetures. These are something the diehards can relate to and will read about. You see where his is going. You create a book. Write about something then expand to apps. That's where this is headed. Do kindle for starters. Then you learn what works for you. You add up to that then see how it goes from there.
It's different when wife is home but i can ride tomorrow. I can do morning lunch to dinner finihs at eight. That's straight eight hours. I use that time to ponder which path this is going to be. For now, only be ok open to this one. That is a nice picture. Who took hat image. It looks amazing.
That's how nature can be. That took a long time evolving to that streamlined image. It stays in my drive until uploaded. There is something in there. Even if nothing comes out of it, trust the timing. I can write this way. But how do you evoke emotion. One way method is by telling story. Another is by thoroughly unpacking.
I can work with that. I'll practice until i get something sorted. I have the imagination connected to flow. That's where it all comes from. This image is rad. How to tend such a garden. Not sure yet but on laptop, this font looks small. I see what needs to be done there. I guess it's ok to have it that way. It serves me for now. After this i post then get back to learn mode.
It is all modes? Something like it. I recharge later. For now, get that to one hundred. I rest today. I am sore and this cough be dry. How to get that sorted. It gets sorted tomorrow. For now only do this. I get out tomorrow. What about weekend? We'll see what happens on weekend. I go tomorrow dinner, i can have saturday all day. Let's see how it goes.





