I have been playing with that idea getting a job again. The no money situation is painful. I identify with that. Why is it. I have bills to pay plus the wife is hounding me. But does it really solve the problem? I only need one other gig to cross with the mecs. Then i can cover my bill. I don't think getting a job is going to eb a good solution. Short term it is, but long term, it eats away at my soul spirit.
Then don't go there. This here lady is hot. She didn't show anything but she's shown a lot. I write first then i do yoga then if i have time i'll wash cups in the sink. I did not have coffee. I finish at a full eight. Yesterday i finished one or two hours shy of that target. I got my target amount though. I'm fine with that. I recharge the phone now.
The other one sits in my bag. It's backup. At least i have this one other going. What else can i do here to cross that gap. I don't know. You write. Get something up and running in a month and it adds to your cash flow. It's just that one book hurdle. You've created one already. How about another one with a stroy in it. You've done this before. Put yourself in that frequency.
I'll go over that today. Itm, get these things done. I don't have to listen as i'll be out all day. Use the time to line things up inside. I don't have to but post this later when i get back. Plenty of things to do in here. No need to go there. Right now, only do this. I have that shortcut in there. What is one gig i can be consistent. Writing a book. You have much experience anyway. Start easy write for kids. The young ones. Grow from there.
It dont have to be fancy but the stroy has to tie in together. Then people be reading. It. You see that. You are have expectations in there. Simply let go. You know what to do in here. I don't like that site. They are so greedy go do something else. This is synchronicity telling me, that's not relevant anymore. Try this one instead. This is so pale and white. Where did this come from.
It looks nice. Garden seems well tended. Where'd you get these ones. I don't know. It's going to be interesting to be there. But there is this age. I don't think this be relevant anymore. Cut it out then see how things go. I can do that. Better yet, log out see what happens. You don't have to be in there. You have all this anyway. You can connect with that. That was the second time delivered to that address.
The ones in belmont going devonport be hot ladies in there. You get otherwise now and then. It's all the same anyway. What now. I got my target better in takapuna. The rides be shorter. I'd rather go for this one. Let them take care of the long rides. I don't have to. I go for quick turnarounds. Then i finish i write. I have the phone backup in the bag.
Where did them shades go. I needs to go there make that decision to be clear. It takes ounces to align yet it's too heavy to regret non alignment. I do that then. If this gets me going i'd do that. And coming home things feel better already. I had meds for the cough expectorant. But if i need antibiotics for this then i don't have to go there. Is it getting better? It was.
What comes next. Tomorrow is wed. Did son go to school. I think so. I hope so. He did perhaps but in my time, kids did worse. They went to school but never was there. So be it that is in the past. You know the drill. You get that reflection. Where is them shades. I need to make a stop by that shop and see if they found it. If it were sitting there with me i would have seen it. The phone was right there.
Would i put it in the basket. Maybe it was sortof in the side. I wasn't holding on to it. Then maybe you did. Let go and see how it goes. Just go already. Maybe there is something here for me. I don't know. But this is so much better. Explore it. This is what you've always wanted. You can make this work. How then. Wife is hounding me about this thing. Give her what she wants.
It eels miserable in this. But this is one perspective. And the negative is always there. It's the other end of the stick. You'll find what's relevant for you. If there was something to follow then it cancels out. You wouldn't want to live there full time. That's not home anymore. It used to ut things are different now. It's not relevant doesn't line up for me.
I move on then. I am almost done with wirting. I needt oget some water in. Is that the drown i seek. Not quite. Maybe the greens perhaps. Not really. I can hire them for posing then paint or draw then see what happens. It's all about that then. I should get into drawing then. Do you have pencil. Pen will be nice. I can work with a good pen. I can get them regularly. You know how to draw correct.
There was that book, i couldn't find it now. Simply draw because it lines you up, quiets the mind. You don't have to be anything else. Drawing puts you in the moment. No need to go there. Just make it draw good. That's why you don't have to take pictures. The drawing makes it good rigth away. Take a picture to follow up work for later.
I can do that. It's not going to give me that but it is something i can do for now. I have several notebooks in here. I can get tutorials in tehre. See what sketching brings. I can find them on pinterest or instagram or any of those artsy websites. It gets quiet but then it comes up. What is this. I call clinic today. I can even stop by ask for a schedule. Better to call then.
I finish then post then call, do yoga then go. This is the itinerary for today. This is second day i take a break tomorrow. Or i can break today do two days break friday. That sounds good. I can give this body a break take a nap. Then i resume rides but got bills to pay so go out and see how it goes. The clinic gives you date. Check it out first then see what happens. I am done here no need space. Fold time you travel space.
