it seems that i sleep better if i when i write before bedtime. So here goes.
Does it matter what they think? Should it? Should i do i have to let that affect me. I did my best. I shared a perspective. It could be wrong, but what is it about. It's the second critique that user has requested this week. I guess he did not get much. But folks pay attention to these.
If so, then it builds up from there. What is that table. Is it a hot plate that's round. Why use that. Maybe it's what works for him. And i like this bike. I feel desperate, anxious. As long as you have your awareness in the mix, you be ok. I go to bed at ten thirty.
I dont know how to help, but i can't leave you alone. If you go in that direction, the least i can do is to help you carry the weight. This is what solution i have right now. Maybe i can come up with something different but it's a first step. If you want to go there and i dont know, should we even talk about these things?
Maybe he's an empath and he is sensitive about these things. He seems to have gone to bed. I can give him pointers on how to make it through the day. I can share ideas, but we gotta cross the street for now. When it's there we'll figure out what comes next. Just do this. I restart this anyway. I dont have to listen to that now.
I will restart anyway. It feels like i've heard everything on this playlist. Then it's on compost mode. Try not to delete anything else. You have it in place. Trust the timing on this one. He dont bother to say thank you so this be the last on there.
What comes next. Maybe do somtehing like it but the mods dont bother about it much so i dont know. Leave it as is. Take a deep breath. It's going to be uphill, but your presence be there and you can support in that direction. Give it one hour. I can have my coffee in there with him while i do my french. After one hour and it's in place then we'll see how it goes.
I can write for now and is she going to bed early. At least we be here for each other. Or so that's how i like to see it. Things move around fast in this dimension. You know what you be doing here yes? Simply resonate no expectations or insistence. Trust the timing. It's that the local mind can't translate that well so leave it at that.
Is it about it? I get ideas now and then plus it works out for me. I guess everyone else is not busy? What happened there. I did not continue with that. I could have but i felt lazy. I can still work it now. Tomorrow. I am going to bed soon. For now, finish these pages get on with the night. Go to bed.
I feel a loss in there and maybe that's why it happened. It's a reflection for you and you are doing something here that resonates with you. What if it were something else. Then i dont know how to fix this. If you don't want me in there, i dont know what comes next. Simply trust the timing on this one.
If i can do something about it, then why not. You simply do this and get to the other side. You can figure things out but that was a waste. How come he turned out differently. I'm not sure. Maybe i made it too easy for him. This is what you have. It's here for a reason. It's all connected anyway.
What are my options here. Be here and now. Trust the timing. It's here for a reason. You can go test that there or not, but you get why it's all ehre anyway. I dont have to edit that. Leave it be. I dont have to go there. Do people read these. Can they learn something from it.
I have two followers. Maybe i put more nudes...? Haha.
That's a shortuct. No need to finish off that idea. I move on to the next paragraph. I post then what. I can go to bed. I can read something and go to bed. It's right around bedtime anyway. I am tired. I am hungry but more like trying to fill a void inside. That's what it is then.
What happens tomorrow. I can do that. I have choice. This is what you have all the time. I can go for a walk anyway. It's a shortcut and cuts two hours total including shower. And i get to spend time outside. It's like time out and i get to enjoy that as well.
Things are so different now. There's so much unknown. But it comes with its own set of tools. Pay attention. Be open. You'll find what you need when you need it. This is how it's connected for you. What do i have now. I'm not really sure. I have void and i dont know what to do.
Sit this one through. This is how i use up the energy anyway when i write. Can i change things that way. Only form the inside. The outside is an illusion and it flows right through you. It was an adventure then but things are different now. I wonder why not share that. I was there for him anyway.








