i have so much negative waking up. I guess i chose to dwell on this perspective. What did i get out of it?
Validation? Not quite. I can choose not to invalidate this though. I can stay in my awareness. This too, is choice. This i can use. I stay in my awareness then. I repeated myself there. Write it out.
This is how i use up the energy. I chose not to go out today. It's rest day. This so i can ride friday and sunday. It dont have to be fancy. Simply use it up. I dont have t ogo in that direction. I got it working yesterday and it made for a great day.
Resonate is better word imo. I stay in this awareness. I am here and now. I like this keyboard but it makes a lot of noise. Still, it's ok. I move on and forward with this. It's how i upgrade equipment. And this works out well for me. Is this going to continue on?
I dont know. It's not bitcoin. Leave it be then. Is this going to continue on or isit ...something wrong with the keyboard. Was i hitting something there to activate that. I can turn that off or something. I can look into that next. I can get me another set or something. At least son is using that other one.
Or i can send this over with the balikbayan box. Finish up that other one and move on to the next. Get this energy sorted used up. I dont have to spend on a lot of junk. I can let go. What comes next. Technology moves on. I dont have to dwell on that.
You get the point. It's way over their head and will it leave them in the dark? I hope not. You need to open up to being not knowing. This way, you take steps measures to bring light into your world. You cant stay in the old ways unless you get something out of it.
I guess that's what is comfortable then. I cant be of assistance then. I give my example. I share my light but that's as far as i can go. I can bring horse to water but not make it drink. Something like that. Continue on. I showed example. It did not have to be fancy.
What next. You move on. You dont preach. You simply show the example. That there is a different way. This is what i do. Should i be making those longs? I think it's possible, but it doesnt jive with my pee. I would rather stay true with my clarity than chase anything everything that moves.
This cuts out plenty but i am ok with this. What then. I can take another nap. This gets me primed to ride tomorrow. Then again on sunday. I have a process then. This works best for me. I dont know about other things. But you get where this is going.
It's not how much you make in a job. It's how much you get to work for you--resources i meant. That's how you expand with leverage. This is what i am doing then. How to expand on this. I can work something out differently. I can go there eventually but not in that way.
What i do is for everyone anyway. Why does it have to be separate. I dont know. But i have something working for me. Let this be in here. You know what it is about then. How else. I go out. I add to the account. This is what works. I dont have much in there so it works towards closing the account.
When i get there then i can start anew and go again building up in that direction. It doesnt have to be in that way. It can be but i can choose resonane. I write and not bother about spelling. This is the way. Should i be watching some other movie.
Not much good right now. I can continue on with this. It's what works. How to sleep tonight? If i cant sleep, i go do somtehing else. Then i take another nap at noon during the day. This works best. I continue on with this. You know the drill.
Do i have to go in that way. I dont know. Just do this. It works every other day i fast 24-hours. The next day refeed or something. I can extend that to two days or so. Do this once a week. I think that works out best. Lets test this. I can work something out.
Finish up. I can use up that credit and listen to that some more. Are these something i can use. I dont know. I already have much in my plate. I can work something out eventually. This works best. I had a great day yesterday. Dog slept under me desk. He barks soft when he wakes up needs to go out. He doesnt want to surprise me in any way.
